Normal Kills

"That is absolutely amazing, will you remember this Amethyst?"

".....who the fuck are you!"

"I'm dying inside your hands, you are holding me in the air, I weigh a hundred ninety American pounds...."

"You don't want me to remember you..."

"What do I look like in your eyes..."

"Yellowish green....like a nitrous oxide explosion..."

"That's what my blood is made out of..."

"You wiggle a lot but I don't give a shit."

Writhe, scream, dampness, struggle, calm, stillness, evaporation, here I am again. Some name the underworld catacombs however we see bones lining the walls of tombs; thus is not a religious earth. Monks chant the utterance of mechanical separation; crimson and royal purple hoods circle two bodies.

"Who are they?"

"Children...."

Whichever world is not ours to discuss; similarity is a must.

"Ruby....I need to know if we shall always be no matter what."

"Then what will test us....what is the answer...."

"I feel as though I dreamed this before."

"I feel the same."

Dominia comes for me, I am bleeding from six pops; the stun is magnetic. Clowns carnival skepticism from roof tops, their weapons burst black cat fireworks into shooting rockets.

"Did you hear it Kitty?"

"......Dominia asks of you if such weakens your atmospheric immunity."

"Violator, I am alright but the sound was shattering."

"Dominia sees your blood is caking purple."

"I think it's the sky or something..."

"Dominia thinks it is reactive to firework gun powder."

"It's gone but it took so long...."

"She says in the digital realm you won't be so lucky if the marsh takes over your body."

"Where will she be?"

"With Darkness and it's throne..."

"Where will I be?"

"Waiting for your King."

"Zyna is surveying a mysterious tunnel underneath us..."

"Dominia believes it is the tube which comes from Steel Pyramid."

"Who built that damned thing?"

"....Egyptians...."

"Who are they?"

"Digital Haters....she believes they are from the future which looped into a circle."

"Will she carry me?"

"You are too heavy Victoria."

"Fucking cat!"

"....yes I am but I am you as well."

"Where is your twin?"

"She is with Junior."

"Did you save some dumb fish for me?"

"......come.....Avie is waiting inside the temple."

"Jerusalem?"

"Yes...."

"Is my body there?"

"Soon...."

"How do I get there?"

"Through the sun."

"Which one?"

"Satan the sister of the moon."

".....are the children okay?"

".....they divided into several....Gil and Al are worried."

"Why?"

"We think they will dissipate into digital surreality."

"....such a possibility evades my better self."

"Come..."

"I shall...."

Violator - voice modulator for the feline woman

Spawn - voice modulator for the canine woman

Kaneda - the bone chant

Hayabusa - the hearts of mercury Gemini combined, a snow falcon which possesses these two men, thus is the return of spiritual children stolen by molestation, these will ride wheeled monsters which defy man made territory

Gunnar - amber man brought to life by digital chaos and the Queen's electrical frequency

Amber Three Thousand - scientists, doctors, mathematicians, inventors, alchemists, magicians, witch doctors, engineers, soothsayers, mental deviants; thus were crystallized by a vortex from the black triangle which suspended their animation for awakening

Jared & Jamal - two crazy men who devote themselves to the Queens' realization; we shall come for you again when you are ready to finalize eternity

B.P.L.O. - battery powered living organism, berry fusion, electrical humans, gifted men and women, serene people, love of the vampires, essence of life, sweetness of honey, divine knowledge is their physical presence, they suffer alike unto crystals which doth form for infinite earth and our bodies

Red Fox - the omen of inward betrayal and digital cognition, denial is immediate, response is indefinite, witchcraft is elusive, the Queens ask of him to show his fur for those who are trapped inside hallucinations sprung forth from desolation

Chocolate - a little boy who is dreamed into an island child, he dusts himself with cocoa powder for entertainment and illustrious confusion, he is the choreograph of the underground symphony, he is the dessert of love makers, he is a ghost which possesses the Queen of The Damned thus is her surprise

Mocha - a little boy who is dreamed into an island child, he dusts himself with mocha coffee powder for entertainment and illustrious confusion, he is the interpretor of the underground visualization, he is the dessert of lips which kiss, he is a ghost which possesses the Queen of The Abyss this is her surprise

"Odin will you always know me?"

"Odin understands there will be an eternal moment you shall be separated by Peanut Butter."

"Peanut Butter?"

"He is a boy who pretends to be a woman in fear of digital deception."

"What does he have to do with our separation?"

"....he says the boy fears wolves, bats, spiders, owls, demons, and possession."

"Why?"

"......he is an android attempting to beep for digital lives..."

"What does he look like?"

"Ye shall see him by the water at night; he is with a canine born of a chow husky bear."

"What does he want from me?"

".....never to fear again and to swallow your frequency."

"What if I am dead?"

"Ye shall always be dead; ye shall always be alive. The boy I speak of desires a life without wires and technical advances."

"How will I recognize him?"

"A pink doll in a tree."

"....what the fuck."

"That's what I thought when I saw it inside my dream."

"And where were you?"

"Chasing away some hunters for deer. That digital thing is chalk full of androids."

"How?"

"They are digital!"

"....fucking hell."

"Yeah that's what I thought."

"What about Diavolo?"

".......he kills most of them."

".....yeah he always did that."

"Some of them he likes."

"You used to be a pup."

"You used to be a child."

"Okay that makes sense."

"Will I get bigger?"

"....will I?"

"No....but I feel as though I will."

"Wouldn't it be weird if you really could talk?"

".......don't think about it too much."

"If you do start talking will you make sure to curse out the people I dislike?"

"....I growl for that."

"Me too."

Rolf and I admire a closet garden; ripe strawberries and chocolate fire.

"....I can only do this with you."

"I desire to be alone and naked."

"Without me?"

"....I desire to be alone and naked with my self which is you."

"As do I....there he goes again....the little blonde boy reciting lines from Rocky Horror Picture..."

"There she goes again reciting lines from Night of The Living Dead."

"Who are these children..."

"Little people who are us; did you forget?"

"No I am being cynically evil."

"She is going to look exactly like you."

"Not exactly...."

"Which one is she again?"

"Uh....Cordelia knows."

"...she looks exactly like you."

"The boy looks just like you!"

"Which one?"

"That one with the nose."

"....we need to write them down inside a book."

"Like a fucking memo?"

"A list..."

"....Avie is the one with the blue eyes."

"....Sin is the one with the brown eyes."

"......I know the difference amongst them."

"...I know that we will always know them."

"I want more."

"I love making them."

Amethyst it's me Del.

Why do you always tell me it's you Del?

Amethyst it's me Del.

Del it's me Amethyst.

Anyways your children are born inside reptilian shells.

No shit.

No shit!

Del are you really my doctor?

Amethyst your skull worries me.

Del you have the same skull as me.

Oh yeah.

Del what did you buzz me for so urgently?

Are you mad?

I am not angry but I am mad.

I just wanted to see what you were doing.

Do you really want to know?

Yeah.

I am clipping you off a huge bud.

Oh...oops...well anyways your skull worries me because I found a region of eight spacers and a double membrane gap.

What are you saying that a spider could fit in there?

I want one too.

Del this bud is huge.

My back hurts like mortal heaven.

You shouldn't lift those things.

I was trying to examine chemotherapy.

Isn't that shit radioactive.

Is that why I am glowing in the dark?

God damn it.

I think it's cool.

Oh shut up.

"Well Sunny there's a fucking tarantula inside your brain now."

"Now or inside your dream."

"That is a vision not a dream."

"Okay whatever..."

"Yeah that's where it's at."

"What is it doing there?"

"....absorbing some kind of extra sensory perception."

"Is it a real one?"

"It's a part of your cerebral cortex."

"How did it get there?"

"...a black widow and a snake made it."

".....is my bike there?"

"Boy is he ever. That bike is so ugly."

"What's he doing?"

"Being ugly."

"Where does he go?"

"...wherever he goes he is ugly."

"How do I fix him up?"

"....Peanut Butter is a weird concoction...."

"I want to churn it with coconut water to see what happens."

"Good idea....straight peanuts and coconut water?"

"With chocolate?"

"That's rich...try banana essence and coconut water."

"Ooooh."

"That stuff makes you run forever."

".....yeah.....it tastes really good."

"That place you are at is weird and that lady is giving you and him a hard time."

"Who is he?"

".....he gave some information to a guy who comes at night to see you."

"...he sold out?"

"No...he was worried and tired. He went to jail for something stupid."

"Jail is for stupid things."

".....it was an excuse. They wanted to nab him for something different."

"That's what they do when they are suspicious."

"They know you walk at night."

"Who?"

"....some bike riders in uniforms and a guy with a flashlight."

"Bobbies?"

"Yeah..."

"Oh...what's wrong with that?"

".....you do it for them."

"What?"

"It's time for your round."

"My round?"

"Yeah don't be late."

"....bobbies are okay."

"......cops are on tv."

"Police wear shields and carry clubs."

"Their cars go woohoo."

"....do they really eat donuts?"

".....you should find out."

"Where will you be?"

"....telling people about another world which lies underneath....and they know I am not kidding."

"Do you have white hair?"

"Why do you ask?"

"If you have white hair I will freak out."

"....uh...."

"Does your face look the same?"

"Yes."

"....what about your gut?"

"Oh shut up!"

"It's bigger huh?"

"Shut up!"

"I know it is."

"I start losing weight when I think about skulls and motorcycles."

".....what happens to the guy you were talking about?"

"He goes away for a while."

"Where?"

"....damn."

"Who is the lady bitching?"

"Somebody who needs a fucking vacation from everything."

"....oh."

"You told her the boy needs to get away from her for a while because she is stressing him out."

"...I guess I will feel like him."

"Yeah but you are used to it."

"Where does this happen?"

"......some place you sit there typing and thinking about me wearing some glasses people saw in a picture of a black and white woman reading literature."

"Which book?"

"....well it's about you."

"And you?"

"And everybody."

"....is she cool?"

"People saw her in her underwear."

"That should break the ice."

"She can't get away with nothing!"

"....damn."

"You got to dress up like a lizard."

"I been a big white cat with pink jumpers, a cow protesting red meat, a chicken protesting red meat, I have been a dancing bear, I have been every Disney character imaginable..."

"....hehe."

".....why didn't they like the cat?"

"That shit was ridiculous."

"....damn it."

"Anyways you better go do your thing now....nobody wants to walk the trail of shadows."

"Why?"

"They think it's haunted by some woman."

"What woman?"

"Some colonial explorer."

"Oh?"

"....the marsh talks to her."

"Is she really there?"

"I don't know Sun. It looks dark and weird."

"That's life."

"...that's digital realms without blood."

".....what of eyeglasses and Queens?"

"Somehow I sit there believing this was meant to happen for a peculiar reason and I cry for intellectuality."

"...."

"I sit there knowing about somebody out there who misses me more than words on a computer."

"....me?"

"....she wears eyeglasses and I know that. She thinks of me as her dad."

"Me?"

"Andain is talking again."

"No that was me."

"That's what he says!"

"...."

"She feels me feel her as my daughter."

"What else?"

"....she is in big trouble."

"For what?"

"She knows what she did."

"What did she do?"

"....something that hasn't happened yet."

"....that doesn't make sense."

"I know it without a doubt. She has really long hair and lives with some assholes."

"....assholes?"

"They are fucking bastard motherfuckers!"

"....you live with some too."

"No they are alright."

"....."

"Everything they wish evil upon you comes back as wicked retrieval. You just keep going on....they cannot...."

"...."

"They try to do as you do at the same moment but it destroys them."

"They must be linked to their past."

"They are trying to scan through her body but every attempt dies..."

"Why do they do that?"

"They feed off other's energy but yours is poisonous."

"....oh....??"

"All I can do is feel; the memory is not there."

"Maybe for the better."

"Just hasn't come together yet."

"......what of them?"

"They keep thinking you will die and be buried but tis impossible. The ravens are quiet, defects curse at them and tell them about you....what you feel at that moment at this moment you recall my words is true. They wish you to be inside a coffin but not to die. They just assume you will die from their presence because they are so annoying. I don't even think you really acknowledge them at all....anyways you must continue even if all is falling apart."

"...why is that lady bitching?"

"......she is just like that."

"..what happens to her?"

"I don't understand what she is saying. It's like the weirdest language."

".....strange."

"You go there because somebody asked for you specifically."

"Why?"

"The boy is tricky but don't let him trick you."

"Why would he do that?"

"He wants you to crush her but you just turn it back for her to try and understand but she still doesn't get it....people stop talking to her....everything just ends...."

"....what happens to him?"

"An experience he will never forget."

"Does he have a red dog?"

"Yeah he does."

"....Kevinya does not like boys who pretend to be girls."

"No he does not."

"He confronts them and makes them take it off."

".....yeah.....he doesn't believe a person should attempt to deceive everyone as their identity."

"He dressed like one a few moments for artistic representation."

"....yeah but he always takes it off."

"True..."

"......good show girl."

"Does the boy ever become a beeper?"

".....only if he comes to your door."

"....what happens to me?"

".....I'm her many of a few dad!"

"......I kind of want to be her."

"She's trying..."

"Is he?"

"They both need to be lighter."

".....crude oil is ugly."

"You haven't seen shit yet Chocolate Boy."