Grounded

Barren thrones, scythes, illustrious words; all of which consist of the world I desire.

"................Amethyst I must tell you upon examining your back I am not surprised to see what high heels has done to you..."

"Upon listening to you I hope you realize I don't give a fuck."

"...sigh..."

"Sigh?"

"I knew you would say such..."

"Then why mention it?"

"Just to make sure..."

"......it's just a bump..."

"In your trunk..."

"What's in my trunk?"

"A system."

"A system of what?"

"...bass and treble."

".....want to jam Doctor?"

"There is a rhythm in your ass...muscles...shit!"

"...mmmmhhhmmm..."

"...Island Girl."

"Kingston Cross."

"That is what they call me..."

"They named it after Zyna and Leonna."

"I was there for their coronation."

"...really?"

"Yes. Both wore Hibiscus and marijuana herbs for clothes..."

".....oh."

"Leo spoke of coming out of the water and Zyna spoke of nudity as clothing.."

"...I miss him terribly..."

"Where is he?"

"....he already went inside..."

"We're getting you ready."

"....they didn't digitize any heels for me..."

"No but you have Colin."

"He's my doctor."

"....he is a doctor."

"Something about bone aches or muscles tension..."

"He said it was rather adaptation for your lower back...he said it makes you stronger and gives you immaculate posture..."

"That's the tea."

"....oh shut up."

"....will it ever go away?"

"Your sleeping disorder?"

"....that too..."

"I think so."

"When?"

"When you start drinking ten glasses of tea a day again..."

"You counted?"

"Yes."

".....you drink eighteen."

"...mine are different."

"How so?"

"....uh.............well...I..."

"....?"

".....it's fruit tea."

"...fucking bloody fuckers..."

"...you curse like a sailor."

"My father is a sailor!"

"...he doesn't curse."

"I know."

"Your mother does..."

"She also whoops my ass at Street Fighter."

".....don't digitize that game."

"They said it was going to be thirty something chronological whatever behind..."

"............yeah."

"Why?"

"Because of the damned video games you two invented."

"...oh..."

"........shit that shit is way too real damn it Amethyst!"

"It's just virtual dimensional bliss."

"You want to be a super hero."

"I do want to be something I am not at this moment."

"....Thad put a fucking probe inside that woman's brain...what is her name?"

"...Marsha."

"Yes anyways it cross wires into your simulation genes..."

"Those are weird..."

"....I think they came from the blue amber reflective properties..."

"....leave it to a scientist to figure out."

"......yes I am tired."

"...hhmm...aren't we all."

"Your body will fool you."

"...perhaps."

"Tis her ugly self."

".....why does she bleed like that?"

"..........she tries too hard."

"To what?"

"...I cut out three of her sexual glands."

"I want to eat them."

"Seriously?"

"Yeah..."

"Well there is only one left."

"Who ate the other two?"

"Avie and Kevinya."

"...without me?"

"They did it together."

"......damn it."

"Here you go."

"It tastes terrible."

"Her taste is terrible."

"...she is an unwanted personality..."

"To say the least."

"She wants to possess me?"

"Yes but she must use artificial intelligence because she has none."

".......what will become of her?"

"..."

"I wonder if I care..."

"Me too..."

"Do you?"

"......maybe if she would understand what she is doing..."

"Why does she push this?"

"....she wants to be a god."

"........."

"Just hold out Victoria. Just to see what happens...just to see what happens...I will to see you again...I will to see Avie."

"....."

"Zyna is very small Thyst."

"I know Del."

"....I can't figure it out."

"He doesn't eat any cane juice stuff or tuna fish. He eats salmon and figs..."

"He's incredibly good looking."

"...yeah I know."

"....it's astonishing."

"I know."

"....I mean he is unbelievably handsome for a fellow..."

"He's a hottie."

"?"

"....I just said it to say it."

"Are you attracted to him?"

"......no......I just bask in his vanity as my own."

"I see..."

"He will never marry."

"No he won't."

"He may have one child for the experience but not out of any devotion to another...just for his own self...just for a mirror."

"......with you?"

"I sincerely hope..."

"...."

"......they put most of my disks inside his world and all of his inside mine."

"....yes...."

"What will become of us?"

"What of the purple dress?"

"How do you know about that?"

"I measured it for guts."

"....well god damn."

"...it's small...it's really fucking small."

".....it matches him."

"...he loves it."

"Why?"

"It's how he dreams of a queen."

"......I hope he finds her."

"...one more thing..."

"What?"

"Your skeleton is fucking sparkling metallic confetti."

"What is it?"

"....it hated the scanner."

"What did it do?"

"......I found a bunch of wires that looked like they were chewed by itty bitty fucking sharp teeth."

"......twasn't me!"

"..."

"!"

"....."

"If this was written it would be dot sequences of silence."

"Wouldn't stop us."

".....I need a cup of tea."

"He's asleep again."

"...he's my baby he needs to sleep."

"He will be a tea addict."

".....dearest me."

"Wake up Chocolate Boy!"

"I am dreaming about icicles."

"What are the icicles doing?"

"Growing all over a gray infringement of stone."

"....does it look like a pencil?"

"Yes..."

"Teacher!"

"Steph!"

"I broke my pencil. I am distressed."

"...let me see it."

"Here it is..."

"I will sharpen it with a tanto."

".....a knife!"

"Yes..."

"Oh it works now."

"What do you learn from me?"

"....I am learning to be the self."

"I am not."

"Neither am I."

"....many a student none like you."

"What became of them?"

"....martyrs..."

"For whom?"

"The earth."

"You allowed such?"

"....for many blood tears I did."

"What of me?"

"......I desire you to be a child until ready..."

"Did you see her?"

"...the girl from the Catholic school?"

"Yes..."

"I did."

"What do you think?"

"....she is just like you."

"....yeah."

"She is a pink one."

"What is that?"

"Just a feeling I have about people."

"....oh."

"Del what do their bodies look like from the inside?"

"...the B.P.L.O.?"

"Yes..."

"....they have two hundred and six bones...two inflating lungs similar to balloons....they do not have a colon or reproductive organs instead there are extremely sensitive receptors that conduct electrical currents...it's rather amazing...their brains are dense and their senses are extremely acute similar to instinctual animals...their skulls are without cranium plates...their bones petrify like wise trees...they have pillars for antibodies...however they are the same except the exhibition of superhuman strength when around us..."

"Why around us?"

"Around us they do not need to recharge..."

"What of my daughter and son?"

"...they are different."

"How?"

"They have the same bodies as us except they conduct electricity within their spinal cord to bones...also they produce nucleic absinthe or that is what I call it...it's neon green nocturnal plasma....I have no idea where they come from but whatever it is reminds me of those spiritual anomalies we see underwater...I used to think it was just intense sun rays.......I am a doctor not a seaman."

"....sing to me Teacher."

".....maybe we're starting to feel....maybe this love can be real....maybe inside we feel..."

"Can I fill in the spaces?"

"...will you recognize my voice always?"

"Yes..."

"Your tears are orange."

"..."

"When will these be crimson?"

"....whatever may come to be I shall never forget your lesson for me to understand I am what I am and whatever I become is what I learn."

".....this is the last class for us."

"Where will I go?"

"Wherever you wish."

"...I dreamed of you drinking a blue tea and crying for me..."

"...maybe..."

"Yes."

"Narco!"

"....I am sleeping..."

"Narco!"

"Renalto!"

"I caught a big one."

"What is it?"

"...Blue Fin."

"I've seen those before..."

"This one has a dolphin head in his mouth."

"Fuck Renalto! You had to wake me for this shit!"

"Sunny he's a motherfucking bastard counting days on the calender for your supposed death."

"Diesel who is he?"

"...some guy they call Weasel and Beggar."

"What does he want from me?"

"Nothing that's why it's just bull shit. He ate some nasty shit you made to chunk. Tomato urged them to bring it for Cake to check out. She said it was for deep fry bread. What are you doing boy! You making that to kill those people softly..."

"...did they eat it?"

"Weasel and Football did."

"....soccer?"

"British Kid."

"Tis Brazilian sport."

"It actually is..."

"......made for gambling."

"...yeah..."

"Basketball was Clyde's thing.."

"He made it out of a fish bobber."

"...then he wrapped it in ray skin...Mikel stitched it for him."

"The basket was made out of a boat master's shrimp bag..."

"....those were the beach memories..."

"......that shit was so unhealthy Sun."

"The things you talking about Sir?"

"Shit was pure arterial clog."

"...but..."

"But they loved it and wanted more."

"What did Cake think of it?"

"Thought it would make a bomb fry but needed more sugar....something about you putting it in a cold tin and leaving it somewhere unsanitary....oh well."

"....what else is in those eyelids?"

"Made you laugh to find a note they wrote and you start picking up the signs...he throws up when he sees the white fish in the oven...this is when you start realizing all those pictures are...the kids find you...they find your image...Sun you are not infamous...everybody around there recognizes you from the corner of a dreamy eyeball."

"......what?"

"...shit man! Yes she's real! What do you do to your complexion?"

"....huh?"

"....well she likes blood red lipstick."

"....Diesel what if I forget myself?"

"Yeah they named it after her."

"What if I lose my personality?"

"Yeah that's her voice."

"What if I forget who I am?"

"Yeah that's her in those videos."

"Who are you talking to?"

"Some boy with spectacles."

"What is he like?"

"He eats a lot of fucking peanut butter..."

"Does he know I am real?"

"Yeah he does."

"And?"

"He's mad at you."

"For what?"

"Okay Sunny...you hardly wear anything to do that shit...you wiggle around a lot...well...oh well...oh yeah and you....you....I'm going to be a white haired jailbird."

"....huh?"

".........we used to call you Gia."

"What does that mean?"

"...it means gangster girl from the island."

"I used to wear a white bandanna."

"You punk motherfucker!"

"What about her?"

"...well you really were that fucked up when you did that."

"That's the only way I could be her."

"......even Delia worried about you doing her role."

"I remember that interview...was that man...he was so strange...who was he?"

"...we never did figure it out..."

"......he carried me into some strange long white car..."

"A limousine."

"It took me to some woman's house."

"Yeah?"

"They called her Girlie."

"She was a beeper."

"....oh."

"He was wondering who was inside of there..."

"Who?"

"....some guy obsessed with lions..."

"......I forgot to wear her one walk."

"...I was there."

"......it was a lot of make up."

"You were wearing sunglasses and a pink hibiscus gown...the color that is..."

"....there was some man sitting there in the front row..."

"......they call him Calvin."

"What was he?"

"A beeper."

".....god damn....he had a full head of silver hair."

"....yeah...."

"He carried me to his apartment in Queens."

"Really?"

"He made me drink some pomegranate juice and promise him some crazy shit..."

"What?"

"He said he was going to be a digital pantie man."

"What?"

"I don't know..."

"Did he ask you if you would?"

"Would what?"

"Good!"

"He was so charming and sweet."

"......yeah well."

"What a strange night that was..."

"I can't believe they call it the city..."

"After the state of oblivion."

"She's somebody's puppet...somebody's experiment......"

"Yeah..."

"They hate it. They know about Baxter."

"He's gone now..."

"....I told you he was some kind of fucking weirdo."

"He screamed one night while he was dreaming about sparkling calcium turning into swordfish scales and his bong fell all over the place."

"....he fucked you over Sunny."

"He fucked us all over but he made some kind of weird thing he launched with a rocket I made out of some hydraulic thing that came on my welded bike."

"....huh....I can't believe it took that long to figure it out though I mean he looks just like her...they all do...latex is tricky."

"I did it for Jesus."

"Ha ha!"

"I did do it for Jesus!"

"....god damn it fucking Hispanic name for a vegetarian boy."

"Is it really?"

"Yeah..."

"Oh....what was his name?"

"Ophiuchus."

"....did he have a girlfriend?"

".......he sure did come to think of it but he said she was taken away by scientists..."

"What was her name?"

"....we called her Jezebel....well I just called her Mya..."

"Was she Hispanic?"

"She was an islander..."

"What does Hispanic mean?"

"It means a snake that makes people panic."

"Cool!"

"Crazy boy."

".......uh so did they ever figure out all those people were him?"

"Nope."

"Oh how come they figure out it's me?"

"....he let them."

"What is his deal?"

"He's the motherfucking self."

"What is that?"

"Some shit we used to compare to a seed."

"....is he where babies come from?"

"I don't know but that big dead body knows."

"This is the weirdest fucking place in the whole god damn black and white spherical dome!"

"Yeah that's the girl you was spying on you fucking little shit! She knows that shit you know! She is very skeptical of people watching her like that! You don't know who's pulled shit on her! That's why she carries that thing with her!"

"...well that girl in your head better know she is paranoid as I am!"

".......shit girl."

"What?"

"I just realized we always been disguising ourselves..."

"And..."

"In that world...there are none."

"Okay well.......what do you mean?"

"....they could of at least put those contact lens in your eyes or some shit..."

"They did once."

"....you did that for Ruby."

"I did indeed."

"...well there were moments we forgot to put that shit on you..."

"Ruby too."

"........yes that's her...now you dream...just dream..."

"They call you the Dreamweaver."

"...I don't know if anybody is ready for that yet except Peanut Butter."

"Is that what you call him?"

"Yeah...Odin is a rather large dog."

"He's my puppy."

"...."

"He is."

"....one time he dragged in three burglars from The Empire."

"...he's a good puppy."

"...do you have to walk around shopping malls wearing black leather jackets..."

"She does that?"

"People took pictures of you and sent it to that underwear guy."

"...."

"He doesn't realize you guys got digitized and thinks it's all the same. He remembers carrying you...he remembers you."

"...."

"Anyways he wants you to understand he is in the same position as you first met him."

"....how bizarre."

"....sometimes we get fucked over."

"He remembers me?"

"He thinks you look the same and you think the same of him."

"How did he get the pictures?"

"From a guy that died....he was a friend of a friend...they are in black and white..."

"....I remember him well. After I met him I stopped."

"What did he say?"

"He told me he did it too and he didn't know the difference between yesterday and now."

"....and..."

"He told me we should stop together to meet again."

".......what else?"

"He was the only person who did not strain carrying me."

"....you are a heavy girl."

"...shut up."

"The one I am looking at is sick from people's dirty laundry."

".....she isn't eating?"

"Hardly at all."

"Wait he has a recent picture too....somewhere you work at....same person...he died from an overdose...you didn't see him..."

"Is it in color?"

"Yeah that one is....but he doesn't know where you are...."

"Where is he?"

"Around the corner from us..."

"Shit!"

"Yeah well that's life."

"....I remember him well. We vowed to give it up for our sanity."

"You smile at the same moment."

"One who knows success passes into notorious blackness..."

"I just saw those again!"

"What?"

"He's freaking out about those too! And that guy is crying for your integrity."

"My integrity?"

"Your honesty..."

"Why?"

".....you want them to know how much money they spend and she doesn't want to know how much money she spends...she understands now that everyone needs to know so nobody complains...she is so strange though Sunny..."

"....what is wrong?"

"She thought it was better not knowing how much money is spent from either of them."

"Why?"

"Because they both spend a lot of money complaining about each other."

"....that's dirty laundry."

".......damn Odin is enormous."

"He gets upset with me when I walk around half naked."

"Yeah well both your boys are there looking for you..."

"What?"

"....both of them. Both your demons are somewhere in that digital fuckhole."

"Do I see them again?"

"I haven't gotten to that part yet..."

"....I always wanted Odin to be with other dogs like him..."

"You mean big fucking wolves?"

"Yeah..."

"What about the Devil Boy?"

".....well he never got a chance to be in the ghetto...."

"You want him to be a gangster dog?"

"Yeah...."

".....he's huge and he has huge muscles...."

".....he's my puppy too."

"I mean god damn Odin is huge."

".......what do you expect?"

"....he's bigger than I am!"

".....he's a wolf!"

"I saw him attack somebody before..."

"I had to let him go..."

"He looks like a demon."

"They both do."

"They do it for you."

"They are the most docile creatures on earth."

"Yeah but you put that fang in them."

"....well make sure they's in there with her...."

"Victoria can I kick her ass?"

"No Thad."

"Well they will be all fucking confused too..."

"Yes..."

"Well that big long one with the wolf face is upset with her for wearing her panties out loud."

".....I remember when he was a puppy she used to bring him to school and I petted him."

"He licked me for some damn reason."

"Where?"

"....on my cheek..."

"What did you do?"

"...I told him I was out of my head."

"Victoria are you sleeping again or listening?"

"I think both..."

"....well that one without a booty flange sat on my foot for an hour...he did that on purpose so I couldn't walk until he was done looking at me."

"Did you meet Dominia and Sheba?"

"Those is dogs..."

"That's what I think of them."

"Those pointy eared people you been with is cats."

"Yeah..."

".....you people are so strange."

"Thad...I need you to spike me with four mercury points."

"What?"

"Hang me upside down from a graphical cross until the cue is done..."

"....you want me to crucify you until you are done being a ghost?"

"Yeah!"

"......okay."

"....this fucking hurts like hell...."

"You're not bleeding..."

"I'm wired though?"

"You will feel this way up until you cue back inside..."

"......will I have holes inside my body?"

"....I don't think so."

"What is that thing attached to your forehead?"

"Your pain...I got to go through it too..."

".....god damn it at least I don't have to wear a fake beard."

"....is this worse than being that guy who grabbed his crotch a lot?"

"........that motherfucker laughed his ass off the whole fucking....then I would start laughing....."

"...why was he so funny?"

".....because he was so serious."

"...shit this fucking hurts!"

"Yes it does."

"I feel it too god damn it!"

"God I am going to kick her fucking ass Victoria!"

"Did you wire her shit to it too?"

"Fuck yeah!"

"What is this fucking cross made out of?"

"Fucking Egyptian olive tree wooden poles screwed together....fuck!"

"Who did the woodwork?"

"....how the fuck am I supposed to know?"

"Never mind."

"This shit hurts fucking bad..."

"Marsha is where again?"

"....oh fuck it Teacher."

"Thad this is an incredible amount of misery..."

"Avie wanted it too!"

".....my baby!"

"She is freaking huge god damn it!"

"She still a baby you little shit!"

"I am going to kick your ass!"

"Thad!"

"...if she lets me kick your ass your ass is fucking kicked you fucking ass!"

".....haha that was kind of funny though really it was...given the circumstance and all."

"She's going mad from the pain."

"She is...??"

"Is she bleeding?"

"....a little bit from my inner leg..."

"God damn it."

"God damn it I am bleeding out of my fucking ears..."

"....is Avie bleeding?"

"Neither of you are..."

"....Diesel does he know where I am?"

"He figures out you in bloody cow land..."

"How?"

"Because of the people around you looking at you."

".....I adore him."

"...did you two argue?"

"For a long moment we argued intensely about fashion and dolls..."

"......you both say black pop at the same time."

"Does the boy know what that is?"

"No...something about brown shit..."

"....god damn.........that should be easy to get out of the bloodstream..."

"That shit fucks up the stomach.."

"What does morphine do?"

"It makes you struggle for chemical sensitivity..."

"...Del said it wasn't that bad except that it lasts a long time...."

"I don't think it's that unhealthy except for emotionally and chemically..."

"....what does the brown shit do?"

"Well it can't....well shit it just makes them sick...."

"....which is worse?"

"Morphine is about a thousand times stronger than that brown shit but that brown shit is a thousand times more addictive because it has nicotine in it."

".........fuck."

".....you could keep doing it but you wouldn't be satisfied with any thing."

"It kills mortals."

"It sure as hell does..."

".......I never done that brown shit before..."

"...neither have I."

"Are we spoiled?"

"No we're just stupid."

"Good point."

"You really did that shit Girl?"

"....yes...."

"...you know I never did nothing but weed and cigarettes...once I took some caffeine herbal diet pills...."

"....oh."

"Cigarettes is bad enough."

"It is..."

"I'm itching a lot..."

"It gets worse..."

"I want to vomit..."

"It gets worse..."

"I want to fucking jump off a ledge or something......"

"Yeah...."

"......I feel mad wicked like laughing..."

"Yeah..."

"....I just don't feel right."

"Exactly..."

"......them cats inside the box is ugly and weird."

"That's how you wanted it!"

"No that's from them black eyes and beards...I tried to make them somewhat tolerable."

"...I don't know if I should be grateful."

"......god damn weird sons of bitches...."

"What about them?"

"Something about them is programmed to eat you or some shit..."

"....what the fuck."

"......anyways your other husband that tall guy with the black nails put them bearded people inside some kind of cage you accidentally designed....I added some kind of tuner so they hear some ugly sound whenever they move and it makes them hurt a lot."

"....you did that?"

"Yeah those people fucking exploded my guts and messed with me inside some kind of chair!"

"What?"

"They was doing some kind of Jewish shit to me!"

"What?"

"You know like them concentration tortures..."

"....I understand."

"You do?"

"Yes I do."

"...I reckon you do understand how that feel."

"Yeah...."

"......I'm a just as a bad as them?"

"Are you?"

"...I wonder that."

"Me too."

"I...well I am pretty angry about something and I am putting it in you to figure out so if you think I am mad at you then you ain't the only one I'm a mad at."

".....the part that bothers me the most is being apart from my husband."

"I know it do but it safer like that for now."

"....."

"Your body is going to make you crazy and so is that fucking blood problem I got..."

"Is that what it does to you?"

"Yeah it sure do."

"You said you heard explosions..."

"....yeah and I heard screaming too...."

"Where were you?"

"Thad wired me inside NYC. He won't let me come to Texas cause of a breech of mental recognition or some shit having to do with me being unable to coordinate in a different looking kind of environmental place."

".......they were screaming?"

"...sort of sounded like that yeah and there was some red shit coming out of the god damn ground inside huge cracks..."

"...what kind of red?"

"Shit looked like fucking blood clots like what's in between my legs....Ronald got it too but it come out of his ass...."

"....did they sound to be in pain?"

"More like a bad B movie you know what I am a saying?"

"Yes I do."

"....shit what if we was there?"

"...."

"Thinking it was everywhere not just where they turned me into a box person."

"...."

".......thought it was for real you know what I'm saying?"

"Yes I do."

"Can't stop thinking about it..."

"...was it lava?"

"......naw it was worse than that...maybe it was a B movie or a bad dream or something."

"Maybe so.."

"...anyways you got some cool cats though....say how come that one don't got a tail?"

".....I don't know."

"Some of them don't got tails."

"Oh..."

"They eat tuna fish."

"Only if it's raw."

"The big pink chunks..."

"Yeah..."

"They eat seaweed and rice too...."

"You fed them sushi?"

"....isn't that what you call your blood sisters?"

".......yes it means tied by blood and mercury..."

"Like raw fish eating?"

"Yeah..."

"They love that shit."

"Will they remember me?"

"I think they will. I just don't know where they put them but I asked them to put your blood together..."

"What?"

"....well I sort of kind of took a big bottle of your blood and messed with Thad's computer thing and they's got some kind of pattern linked to your head...so you three feel the same..."

"Interesting...what else did you do?"

"....well I digitized all them bats we could get anatomy graphs of...and some penguins with blue feet...something about them...also these water snakes that look like pythons and some baby sea turtles that are related to them..."

"....how?"

"They all use sonar...same frequency bands..."

"What else did you do?"

"....well you knows we hate crude oil so I wired all of it with Ronald...he figured out where it's all at and we just fucking decided to get it over with..."

"That's a lot of pollution."

"....better than red shit coming out of the earth."

"What else?"

"Well you know them people you got to stay with?"

"Yeah..."

"........."

"Why so quiet?"

"They really bad girl."

"I know..."

"No you don't but you's going to find out..."

"...what about them?"

".....I peed on top their heads."

"Why?"

".........I drank some witch brew some lady gave me before I kept it inside a satchel in my drawer..."

"What's in it?"

"...."

".......hhhmmm...."

"They really bad people who act like they normal or something..."

"They will make me crazy."

"....I had a dream they was attacking me inside some kind of weird building with donuts everywhere..."

"....donuts?"

"Some kind of Korean food that kills people."

"Oh..."

".....anyways they said you was sleeping on the couch and they called you Nina."

"Oh......"

"They said you had a big brain but they know you know they full of shit..."

"Really?"

"Yeah but they keep acting like that because some kind of weird police got that house wired to watch everything..."

"Why?"

"...cause they made a plea bargain to make sure they don't fuck with you. So they be acting real nice but they keep fucking it up and doing dumb shit like drinking and eating some kind of pill with an X on it."

".......they can see everything I do?"

"Yeah pretty much but they polite and blur you out a lot."

"....what do they want?"

"They want you to be a super something."

"What are you doing near donuts?"

"I was trying to get a job!"

"....with donuts?"

"Yeah I know how to make those god damn things really good."

"How?"

"I went to Korea and some big guy showed me but he died from eating them..."

"Did you eat one?"

"I ate a baked one from the oven. It tasted really light and fresh...they said it was what Avie is....that thing that starts with a V?"

"Vegan..."

"Yeah she don't wear leather either?"

"....she doesn't..."

"....I wear it....some of them damn cows is really bad."

"...really?"

"Some of them are terrible people!"

"I didn't know that."

"....I will try to help you see better without glasses but it won't last too long..."

".......your eyes are different."

"No shit...you are really glare and light sensitive..."

"Yeah."

"Anyways I had another dream there was some guy eating a hell of a lot of peanut butter that I invented with George."

"You invented a certain peanut butter?"

"It's got so much omega fatty stuff in it that it makes tuna jealous!"

"How did you do that?"

"We isolated a certain molecule that resembles the center piece of THC that stuff in weed that makes people well again....then we multiplied it with palm oil....it eats molasses to grow...it gets really good tasting too if you keep it in dark...crazy shit."

"....wow."

"I also replaced that rib bone you lost..."

"With what?"

"Mine."

"....how?"

"...Avie took it out with a virtual program...it fits inside that joint..."

"Is it metallic?"

"....I guess it will be."

"......I have jointed rib bones?"

"Uh huh...your doctor didn't even know that!"

"How did you figure it out?"

"That's where he come out of."

"Who?"

"You know who!"

"Who?"

"You sound like a god damn owl."

"What if I am one?"

"....well they humorous animals I tell you something..."

"...?"

"They wear jewelry and look into mirrors."

"I didn't know that."

"Anyways I call him Dachshund."

"After the dog?"

"...well that shit mean Big Dick in German Czech...named after some guy who fell off a mountain looking at a fine lady."

"Are you serious?"

"Yeah I heard that story from a village person while I was learning how to make sausage."

"....he fell off the mountain?"

"....he sure did and they said a little dog found him so they named the dog after Dick and he was Big."

"...I have nothing to say."

"That boy in your pants is really big."

"How do you know?"

"....cause of the way you act!"

"How do I act?"

"Like a fucking dick."

"....."

"Yeah you know what I mean."

".......uh anyways..."

"I know he's going to make an appearance."

"What do you mean?"

"...I don't know how he can stand it in there all the time."

"I'm supposed to be a confusing race of people."

"...yeah well."

"......."

"He got a personality of his own."

"..."

".....you can't control him very well."

"Excuse me?"

"....well you can't I saw your broken pants inside that box."

"......"

"Anyways you need to be able to retract and do all that stuff like an octopus."

"....what about these cops?"

"They want to come get you but those people got some shit on some kind of political person...it's all fucked up so you being held hostage but really you got them all fucked..."

"How?"

"....uh well I used your lion to lock up their funds."

"How?"

"I uh....I uh....I gave it all away...but you don't know that yet until I start acting like you and doing a bunch of dramatic shit and using them digitized fake people to start some shit..."

"....how confusing."

"Yeah and I also took away his military things..."

"Why?"

"He got accused of something that makes him not eligible for their freebies."

"....you hate them that much?"

"Yes I do. They suck."

"...."

"They suck bad."

"...."

"They suck worse than suckers and lollipops."

"This hurts my mouth!"

"You wanted to try..."

"....I thought everything pink tastes good."

"Brush your teeth Victoria."

"....it still hurts..."

"Don't eat mortal worlds..."

"....J'adore what if we are separated?"

"We are one evermore."

"Dialect and dialogue used together will create a story and confusing titles..."

"Thank you professor for pissing me off..."

"Wait until you get students as stubborn as you!"

"...what?"

"...."

"What?"

"....."

"What!"

"....all I can suggest is let them know who you are and what you did...then from there they will make up their own mind."

"Who are they?"

"......knowing you they are dead people lost inside a book."

"What kind of book?"

"One you write for me."

"....J'adore am I possessive of you?"

"I am possessive of you."

"Especially your niece..."

"What about her?"

"...well you still carry her around..."

"What's wrong with that?"

"She your baby I know but she a big gal Victoria..."

"...I know."

"She got really pretty hair..."

"She gets that from him."

"....she got your eyes and that cocoa shade."

"......"

"....Cordelia looks like you except she got his hair color and eyes..."

"...."

".......well I dreamed about being homeless for a while and going to jail for prostitution."

"Why?"

"....that's how cops is Victoria...I was walking down a bad street and they accused me of asking for a ride when I was really asking for where that thing some guy told me was some place to sleep...to eat..."

"What did the place look like?"

"....some ugly thing with a big ball in the sky."

"...what were you doing there?"

"Escaping some spikes I saw inside my house..."

"Spikes?"

"Yeah I saw them in the corner of my eye."

"...."

"....then I had a dream everything was alright. I was staying inside some apartment with roaches...I guess the one I....yeah that was the one then I stayed at a nicer one...."

"Then what?"

"....I don't know."

"How come?"

"...all I saw was some kind of white bird..."

"....."

".........then I dreamed about wearing tie dye and eating some kind of green crunchy thing..."

"...sounds pleasant."

"Then there was some weird thing with a ball hanging off it's head."

"...hhhmmm..."

"Smelled burning hair and wormy shit."

"They said that's how the house smells like from the food they eat..."

"...saw some big black iron man and a woman."

"Oh..."

"....I dreamed about a lady with glasses walking through a wall...it was water or something.."

"What about her?"

"...I liked her a lot."

"?"

"She was a tiny lady...something really making her sick....I think it was them god damned rich people who don't mind they business..."

"....oh."

"....she wore black a lot."

"....oh."

"She don't really talk to me much but she gives me tea cups."

".......what kind?"

"...smells very aromatic and nice."

"Do you drink it?"

"Yes."

"What else?"

".....she knows what I feel like."

"Hhhm."

"She cooks good food."

"Do you eat it?"

"Yeah I do."

"How does it make you feel?"

"Like dying..."

"Is that good?"

"Good dying..."

"....oh."

"Well I'm a pissed off but not really at anyone in particular...you just happen to be the one who can figure it out and you know about what happened..."

"...."

"........they steal some money from some lady and buy a coffee cake shop on some weird street with a fake cemetery..."

"Whose money?"

"...some lady with dogs..."

"What kind of dogs?"

"....a big one and a little one."

"....why do they do that?"

"...it pisses people off more than fires and war..."

"How come they do not get into trouble?"

"Something about a guy in a wheelchair..."

"What about the leader of the nation?"

".....he's a robot or something."

"Great..."

".........that place gets raided at night for some drug shit."

"What happens?"

"...they lose everything."

"Who?"

"Whoever is into it."

"....what happens to Peanut Butter?"

"I don't know but he sure does know some shit we do about you..."

"Like what?"

"All those people you was being and your singing voice..."

"...........wow."

"...Clyde is looking for your ass."

"Where is he?"

"......they fucked his shit too."

"How?"

"....fuck."

"What?"

"...she's a bitch and he's a moron."

"Oh."

"He's fucking remembering you from the island..."

"...."

".......he smokes a lot of bud."

"What kind?"

"Some highly coveted stuff he gets from a guy with one eye."

"..."

"......he mentions you...he don't remember you though cause you made him up..."

"......"

"...he says you are the baller's girl from Japan."

"..."

"He calls you the Baller's Girl."

"Weird..."

"He can't remember your name!"

"What else?"

"He calls you Cadillac and Video Honey."

"....one of those guys?"

"He says you were his home girl."

"..that's nice."

"Yeah but he says you are fine and beautiful and all this shit..."

"Does he know what I look like?"

"That damn picture of you in that jacket...he sees it before it goes to New York..."

"He shoots shit?"

"Yeah he does..."

"....what happens to him?"

".....beep beep."

"I thought I made him up?"

"...just his scenario and his role...he used to be a librarian at a school."

".....wow."

"He's a good looking guy but that shit fucks him all up."

"...he has one eye?"

".....yeah they say it was from looking at you too much."

"Ouch..."

"Why did you give him one eye?"

"...."

"Something about a reptile on your right..."

"Is this a dream?"

"...he's a tough guy with tattoos..."

".....oh?"

"Well shit that's his mom."

"Who?"

"Nothing..."

".....?"

"Nothing Sun..."

"What does she do with him?"

"Nothing!"

"Good girl."

"....he really don't remember much except some dream about you talking to him while he was getting ready to take your place..."

"What did I do?"

"You kissed his cheek and told him he was cute.."

"Fuck no!"

"...he told you to."

"Who?"

"...my son."

"He's such an instigator!"

"You listen to the same song at the same time..."

"....what happens to him?"

"...surprises would be decent for you."

"Really?"

"He's not what she says he is..."

"What is he?"

"...fucking weird dude."

"What?"

"Something about rep and hard asses."

"...okay."

".....anyways I am sitting there looking at a picture somebody drew for me..."

"What is it?"

"...it's a motorcycle with a guy holding a skull..."

"Who is the guy?"

"...he got a helmet on! I think it's me though..."

"Sounds like you."

"...he believes you."

"About what?"

"Reanimation and electrical ground currents..."

"What's up with him?"

"...he's a spy."

"For whom?"

"His own self."

"How strange..."

"...yeah I think so but he's harmless and the neighbors don't give a shit."

".....what does she do?"

"Laugh and think about making cakes."

"....huh."

"He hates the people you live with."

"...oh."

"You feel the same for him."

"Oh."

"You hurt his feelings..."

"How?"

"....picking up some kind of bug."

"What?"

"...I don't know why but it disturbed him."

"...get over it."

"It was a great bug too boy! An arachnid!"

"That's why..."

"Yeah some people got a bad vibe about eight legged creatures..."

"I adore spiders..."

"....they adore you too."

"........so I am going to be her."

"...she's grounded for eternity."