Dolly's terror is an island curse; blood strewn reproductive fluids periodically. Three electrodes signal a frequency for an affective effect; crimson plasma and physical angst. My brain is set aside from digital static to repel microscopic boxes.
".....teacher you are going to be pissed...really really pissed."
"When I realize I am not myself?"
"You will fight for your body."
"Will I win?"
"You already did."
"How?"
"It's your body and you know how to instigate rebellion without attempt. You're a natural."
"What of you?"
"...I work at a strip bar. I am unhappy but I eat turkey hamburgers."
Our hug is the remainder of long narrow passageways. I curse unpredictable clumsiness and tangible experience while walking through a silicone tunnel.
"I've been zoning your moves."
".......Bradley be more specific."
"You've been in and out of digital bullshit."
"I can tell the difference."
"What if you were not in your body?"
"What of my mind?"
"That is your body."
"Then...I will think of this and you."
"To explain the predicament?"
"No...to understand how crazy I am."
"1 is a number."
"2 is a game."
"3 is a child."
"4 is a family."
"5 is a star."
"6 is multiplication..."
"7 is where I stop."
"8 is when I desire a spider."
"...I dreamt a casket."
"What of it?"
"......decadence and simplicity."
"What of frightfulness?"
"...death is an experience....."
"Tangible?"
"I desire you to look as you do always."
"You desire to freeze me for permanence?"
"Yes."
"....hhmm.."
Gratitude is indescribable and unspoken; courteous words define complexity. I search within for what is without; I witness a hurricane.
"The planets are without earthen material..."
"They lack sediment."
"Earth is sedimentary yet tangible..."
"The planets formulate a massive cycle of mindless chemistry!"
"Victoria did that book hurt?"
"Your head must be swollen by now."
"How many counts is a time girl! I told you thirteen woes! I am exhausted! Learn it and go!"
"I adore you. That is why I abuse you."
"You are our student eternally.....every person who encounters you will see our vision."
"When we are gone you will be destined for confusion...what of you...what of me...what of those around you...what of curiosity? Will they discover you or misinterpret unknown reality?"
"Once is enough. Twice is my headache. I bid you my migraine girl."
"You are black. Tell people you are black. I am black. We do not wear white for the hell of purity. Black is certainty. White is arrogance...however I do believe when darkness is our arrival the absence of light shall become municipal justice...when this may happen is when I remember how much you hurt my feelings with your inevitable grievances!"
"Learn girl! Learn quickly! Learn for us! Every simple deed is your difficulty! That is your lesson for all of infinity! That is why you are here! Thus is why I exist. Give me a good time; I am counting for rockets and shuttle ships to discover none of us wish...we are...we shall...we do."
"The genie is a myth. The wish is a legend. Occurrence is a nightmare. Destiny is a religion."
"Violence is an angry zombie. Be a good guy amongst the game..."
"Little do you know how much you know."
"Bigger than an ego I am your fault."
"We adore you. You adore us. I hit you with sixty-five books. Did you notice at all?"
"You pretend not to listen to break in my sensitivity."
"I feel as though learning from you is my aptitude for materialistic devices...I hate them...I love you...I like you...I wonder if we will ever meet outside the classroom."
"Decomposition happens to those without composition. You shall always be your thought."
"To think is to shoot an arrow."
"The bow is your heart."
"Where you go we shall follow."
"Where you stop is where we fall."
"Come to us always."
"Come to your heart."
"Remain for my mind."
"Remain for your thoughts."
"Once more...who are you?"
"When you can answer this question you will see you are not smart."
"When you laugh at this question is when you will remember us."
"When you cannot play dumb anymore is when you are done."
"You will know deep within however our admiration for your brain will keep you safe."
"Omega three fatty acids feed cardiovascular gray matter; it gives you blood."
"Influence them to eat it so they will feel your love."
"Sculpt personalities with ultimate endurance and integrity."
"We will miss you."
"We will think of you."
"Cordelia did the same exact thing. If I could remember which one of you hurt me more I would be a fucking genius with wings to soar!"
"The pain is deep. It is the pain of you not being able to handle a test."
"This pain is ours. Make us well or we both shall suffer forever."
"Amethyst! Remember you are purple!"
"Remember your name girl. I hate for you to be known as girl."
"Pink! The ink is pink! The graph is pink! The numbers are pink! What is this pink?"
"Math is stupid. Just know how to count, add, subtract, and multiply. Division is futile, anything else is a temperature. Learn degree.....percentage is an average estimate of broken economies."
"Find me inside of your heart."
"I am the one with a blue tank top."
"Physical education is for you to eat tuna and realize what you look like. When you do remember I told you that you need to look good or we won't feel great. I need to feel great. You got that Amethyst? I need to feel like a spectacular woman. When I feel like a woman your octopus will digest into a full fledged member of a club known as sex."
"Sex is the word six with an e in the middle to distinguish pronunciation when you annunciate the vowel you will realize that sex is nothing but the number six with an emotional beginning."
"Your pants are big. You wear big pants. Mortals do not understand you need room for him."
"Shouldn't they be bigger? Think about him! Even when you don't know what he is!"
"He needs room to breathe."
"He has a tiny brain. Cut him some slack with slabs of swordfish."
"You cannot eat it until you are grown."
"Your chest will amaze you and I will know then you are an adult.....now if you can be one without thinking is when you and I will come to a state of now."
"It's a big ugly fish with a fucking sword for nostrils."
"That motherfucker can smell everything...you need to do that."
"Eat him raw when you can't grow anymore."
"Tuna is dumb. That is why it is so good for you."
"It won't hurt you unless you weaken your muscles."
"They don't know about fish."
"Maybe we shouldn't eat it but they eat us!"
"Damn buggers would devour a vamp whole given the chance."
"Especially the orange rough ones..."
"What is their deal?"
"A bad deck."
"Off with their heads said the Queen? Can we do it again?"
"What is her name?"
"Something starting with an e."
"Is she emotional?"
"She's an object of approval for tedious tasks of morality as appearance."
"Does she drink alcohol?"
"A shot would be a bullet inside your shoulder...silver ought to make you wonder why people hate you so much when they never thought about how they got here and why there are so many of them."
"Motorcycles are an extension of your appendages not your body. A car is transportation."
"If you fight do it for us."
"If you fight do it for yourself."
"If you fight remember you can die but remember you live too."
"If you fight think of your nose. They hit him because he is decent."
"So much blood....however do we love?"
"Red is not a color. Red is what we are made of..."
"Beauty is an understatement. Ugly is a statement. Gorgeous is a man."
"I disagree. He should let it hang."
"Zen loves you. You love her. Zen hates the sorrow which makes you ill. You hate the sorrow which makes her ill. Sorrow will separate you. Sorrow will end when you understand twas never real to begin with...only a burning sun fearing an eternal lunar eclipse."
"Violence is everywhere. Write to reminisce. Write to confuse people. Write because you have hands."
"The devil is the word evil with the letter d for demon. Demonic evil is attractive. Good is a number. Bad is subtraction. I desire zero. I desire a number. I desire too much for hell's sake."
"Hell is cold. Heaven is hot. People don't get it at all. What is up is deceptive. What is down is visual relation. What else is there?"
"Don't tell them you are from Siberia. They will figure it out when you wear shorts."
"The kid loves cold weather until he gets shocked with electrodes."
"The kid is growing up so slow. I wonder if he will ever know. This is not a show. I know."
"Digital people are not real. Digital people are surreal. Their emotion is a world undone."
"I don't know teacher. This hasn't even begun yet you question when the end will come."
".............you have really long hair. Not many people do. Except it doesn't look long because people don't understand circumference in relation to angular mathematical ambiguous equation."
"....I don't know child. All I know is that you are me."
"Amethyst! Say your name for me!"
"Medusa. I am your laughter. What will you do without me? Nothing will humor you. You will be ever so serious. I wonder who you will terminate."
"Starving will not kill you. Starving will make you eat yourself for recycling morphine and whatever else you should not of done. You will feel the emphatic woe. You will feel belly sick and dizzy. You will feel turbulence. You will feel the hurricane."
"It's a pissed off circle that will not stop spitting water and electrical shock."
"It hates mortals."
"It's a headache."
"I think it vomits icicle condensation for teary eyed lovers...but that's just a fact. Don't believe me....it's not like I lived for eight thousand realities...what is a year?"
"What time is it Amethyst? Make sure and tell me something ridiculous to make me worry ever so much all my teeth grind and my hair falls out."
"He is so ugly you will cringe and he will feel his ugliness from your reaction."
"She is so ignorant you will mimic dying emotions; she will deteriorate like pig discards."
"She is a perverted monster. When you refuse to acknowledge her is when she will officially be an angry criminal. The crime is hatred for little children that bounce on top of your couch while you dream about being another person who despises excessive covers...the act is disgusting."
"Try not to like him. He wants to be unemotional however he does adore you...I don't get him. You won't either. His crime is not against you but your feelings for him will give him a pleasant end for a credible beginning. He thinks you will fade into worldly appearance. He does not understand the world is not your person but somebody else. Give him your self. He will be a mouse for a second. Thus is longer than existence. He will come back as somebody's child. She will be a seamstress. You will dress in her house."
"Wow that was a lot. So much more to come. So much more to figure out."
"End it on a good note then dis-harmonize the tune."
"He wants to be your ass. A donkey that is!"
"She wants to give you milk. Boars are notorious lotion secretion yet picky for whom. You suffer from bad weather. Don't let her fool you."
"She wishes to roam a field you run through and giggle. Thus will be her enjoyment forever."
"They want to reside inside a cave near you. They wish for intellectual mumbling to reengage the arrow....don't be deceived by people's mortality as torment. The torture is mental. You are serene presence. They like you but they hate their self. They hurt you because they hurt their self. They in particular lacks guidance however the one is not so bad or good. He just wants to be your little friend. Give him a chance...his voice is soft...he desires your fertility for plain complexity...thus is simple...supple like an orange...clockwork is a broken hand...mercury is a mind...she is without the earth...watch her die...watch her return if you wish for clarity."
"He's little."
"Short guy."
"Big kid."
"Wish he had somebody to give him a chance."
"He likes movies a lot."
"The ones you like."
"He likes movies so much..."
"He thinks they are the greatest representation of indescribable emotion."
"He wants to see you in a new light."
"He defends you with a book."
"It's called the Bible or something like that."
"Something about ravens, witnesses, prophets, and confusing shit."
"He eats what you eat...except for that...she feels bad but you got to get rid of her for it."
"Getting rid of people is knowing what exactly they did. After that they cannot hide. Don't touch them after you understand they know what you are.....you cannot hide Amethyst. You are a real girl with chocolate crimson eyes."
"Her eyes hurt. She can't look at light too much. How do I get that to stop? I got to see what she sees. I got to fuck her up!"
"That woman Marsha is a doll. Inside her own chaos she is a figurine. A voodoo fuck me."
"Voodoo is for mortals. Magic is for spectators. Sorcery describes a fantastical notion. You are other than miracles and parables."
"Jesus is a moon. Jesus was a man. We call him a moon because he was sad."
"He said some stuff....he lived for thirteen seconds inside an analog fuck."
"People make too many pictures and animations."
"They don't get it at all."
"Defend him with your perseverance. He is your only confidant without surprises."
"I don't know. They call him Nathanial but his name is what you say."
"He tricked them with other babies."
"He knows it's digital."
"You told him...that hologram is a ghost...she dials numbers...sometimes you are her...sometimes you are there...sometimes you know...she understands this is not what you know."
"He thinks he is crazy. You think you are crazy. You both bought a shit load of tuna."
"He thinks you will die."
"You think he will die."
"Everyone dies! You are right but you are wrong."
"Wrong is a presumption. Right is not knowing how."
"You like him. You just don't know yet."
"He will use an actor for that."
"....make sure he knows he did not come out of her but has to deal with it again."
"I don't know where he comes from. Only that damn bird that fucked everything up can tell you and she refuses to talk! Maybe she can write. Look for her words inside your heart."
"Your heart is a weapon. The sword is a tongue. A katana is your name. Islands are full of sand."
"He has a twin; his twin knows your name...."
"He lives far away but only if you drive."
"He met you when you were a box."
"Let her have it. She thinks she is a handsome person but you are your husband. It's just a screw for your sunglasses....somebody really wanted that eye....that damn reptilian sliver you hide...god damn it Victoria...god damn it...that eye...that eye."
"Kevinya is your best friend. Can't wait until you miss him more than you can stand."
"Kevin is a vampire. Didn't you know already?"
"He's so noticeable. I don't know how else..."
"Apples. You eat so many apples....it weighs ten pounds for an American metric system! Get over it! It stays inside your vessel for seven moons underneath a blue light bulb!"
"God damn it Amethyst. Your name is Amethyst. You are a purple stone."
"She thinks you are a dream. Now she is unsure if she is awake."
"You are a dream. You are a fucking dream. Let them dream. You will be a dream evermore."
"They're waiting for you. Lard is hardcore gambling. Nobody is innocent but give them what they want to eat."
"He gambles. That's his fucking problem. You used to too....remember when you were a scorpion? How did you figure it out?"
"They told me a scorpion stung an alligator in a fight. They came together to form a frozen man...they said he was bluer than oceans and sadder than open heart surgery."
"What is your name?"
"It's not real...just go along with it until you go blind...you won't know when you do but you will feel lost...then you will be deaf...you will be so lost...that is when you will be a heart."
"....that black tub will do it. I saw it inside your hand. It's what he wants. Give it to him."
"That carrot tastes like fish because it's hydroponic. The tank is full of fish guts and you ate some...way to go typing head...and it tasted good...it was the fish's balls...god damn!"
"We dream you are us and we are you. That's why we say this stuff."
"We will be gone soon and you will be where you left off before the world came undone to dream another place for once amongst many possibilities."
"Grow it. Grow it. Grow with it. Become jealousy for heartburn."
"...say girl you look like somebody I saw in a world I thought I was...will you remember me when I see you wear shorts?"
"....I wish I knew why. I wish I knew why we are not what we seem. I wish I knew why you cannot get away from us....I wish I knew why we cannot get away from her...she talks too much...but you get a good grip of the words...at least you say what needs to be undone...this is understood...but you negotiate too much...this is everyone's mistake...remember when you talk...remember to trick her good...remember me...I am Moo Moo."
"Do cows really make that sound?"
"Cough syrup is purple. It tastes like bad juice. A lot of beepers drink it. It's got something in it that makes mortals happy...I hate it but what are you going to do?"
"He's not one. He's a real human."
"He saw that house. He cares about you too much..."
"Before you go...never mind leaving...just come back."
"The dog wants him."
"She thinks you are something else."
"It's a garden where some guy told a girl that snakes were cool and so they ate one...they didn't know it made them naked from the inside out...his heart was the size of a juicy apple...how stupid was that?"
"You will see me on TV. I like to cook. I like to eat. That's why I played you! We don't really look alike but who will know unless they study your face...I will call myself a name you will figure out...then I will be gone once you go inside. I hope the box form of me remembers you. I like you so much. You are like a cat! But you like dogs...I hope that is not all I like about you...remember me too...I'm the one with boobs."
"Yeah! I ate all of it for you. I can eat a lot of crazy stuff. Do you think people will watch it? I will call myself that name you call his apple. If I get big will you be my personal trainer? I will remember you when I eat a fruit salad. If that ever happens...I just hope I make it. After you go inside I will become digital then that will be so weird! Am I hero too? What is that anyways?"
"Yeah I know. I got to fix things up and make it look nice. I will name myself after a cop....what do you call them? Bobby?"
"....you're a cat I will be a cat."
"......that plumber game was the shit. I like that name."
"....I will be all grown up. By then I will look like somebody else! I will remember you when I see a picture of octopus...I hope I survive the box."
"....boo...."
"Damn it."
"God damn it!"
"...Cocoa Bear is a good name for you."
"Chocolate Boy...you are a girl but when you do things like that you are a boy. When you are chocolate you look like a bear. My goodness."
"...I don't know...it's oil...people eat it just because...some of it is not what it looks like...some of it is just fucking grease."
"You eat so many apples I thought you were a tree."
"I touched it when you walked by but you don't know I come from another world."
"I had to touch it! It looked like chocolate!"
"...I stuck my finger in one while you weren't looking."
"............milk."
"Eat an apple for me."
"He thinks they're pretty big but if you accomplish the tuna risk those will be endangerment of mental stability."
"If you are black I am blue. Kick his ass good."
"Your neighbors are crazy. You just don't live there yet...."
"Wow.....I saw it in my head...it was a box or something...but she is laying in a bed."
"London is not your home. It is your currency."
"Funny isn't it? Guess not..."
"She thinks you are there to protect her life...but you do good stuff...until you think about feelings for nudity...then you lose your self...then you lose your mind."
"....yeah they are there to do something fucked up. It's like a gang...every world they come back...find them will you and make them stop."
"It wasn't her but she gives her some. She doesn't know either....ravens like her backyard at night..."
".......well...you got to have a garage....I saw you riding a horse...that bike has a motor...she had legs...you got a white hair from a spider...somebody got arrested...somebody tried to poison you with an injection but you were a gray tower with wires. It made a wound inside your special organ...the thing that makes crystals...but that nasty green thing made it immune...he was somebody who pretended to like you but you never noticed him. He said hi at a gas station. You didn't even know he was there. They screwed him into a board and took out his spleen.....I saw him...he laughs and dies from the chuckle full of guts exploding...was it a dream?"
"I hope it goes away. It's so long and different...everybody sees it...you look so different...you got to understand...I came from there...I don't know how I got here...I don't want to go back but we will...we will...until it is complete."
"I used to think it was important to make money. Now I think it is important to die."
"It's green. I hate it."
"You were the one with chains. I thought it was from when I was a gatekeeper. That night I dreamed of castles and you were wearing an armored dress....this all happened before didn't it?"
"I dreamed you before. I will dream you again....I hope so...else I will be lost...you will too."
"...they steal from her...she likes you but she's a frog. The dogs bite her a lot."
"She got it because you said it was good stuff. She used it once and it blew her mind. She thought it was a dream....something about foxes and farms...something about a weed."
"They nibble on her hands but they bite because they are mad. She doesn't see their hands going through her things..."
"..........she knows you like the Buddha plant. She does too but you both got the same problem...a world that came undone..."
"She only sells the fish to people who don't eat them. She thinks they are people."
"Koi! We call her Koi! She is your daughter! Why is she walking?"
".....he comes by every so often to make sure you are there."
".....he had a dream you gave him a jacket. It was black..."
"He waits for you to bring something pink."
".....those women think you are an actress....they think you come to see pink...they know you know where everything is...they just treat you like a part of it...tis lingerie...tis a symptom...they do think you are very coy...they do think you are exotic artwork...they worry for your drawers and who might see what you do when nobody is paying attention to shock value."
"Except that one. She assures herself you are a dream...you come inside and look at pink...she rather not be crazy...but she is!"
"Well you are the living dead girl."
"...you thought all that stuff was a trick...it was...you tricked her...she gave up."
"The stuff! It was a bunch of ego trip nonsense. It made her crazy and she was really seeing it!"
"Her name is Marsha. We all know it but you won't remember."
"That's a sharp knife. She knows it...it is a curious thing...not that much though. Don't worry...tis utility for you...tis wonder for anybody who doesn't know you cook."
"They die except for him. Something about a vacation...she waits until he is gone then she tells you what is up...when the bird comes...wow!"
"She had an affair with him. He doesn't have any hair because he pulled it out!"
"She is a person with a black tub and fake eyelashes."
"She did it because it was foul."
"She never touched him but she did let him see her naked. Something about hot water..."
"....that's not what it looks like...he wonders if yours are real...he realizes they are when you wear the thing."
"He's a dumb ass....but he saves your life."
"Something about a nail on the ground."
"She talks to them because they owe her money."
"....it is that stuff in the bottle!"
Fiasco holds a crimson boy inside his left arm while I dangle upside down from his right; we saw blue lightening through the lagoon.
"!"
"!!"
"God damn! It scared you that much?"
"Fiasco! It was unbelievable."
"It was faster than the propeller alone!"
"Twas a fish."
"...."
"......I thought it was going to kill us."
"It can."
"How?"
"They eat blue amber stones."
"Why?"
"It makes them fast."
"They want to eat us?"
"No they just want to fight."
"It was huge."
"It was the size of a really long dolphin."
"....they eat those..."
"They eat dolphins!"
"Yeah the pink ones and the light blue ones."
"Why?"
".....they're mortal."
"..."
"Amethyst..."
"Ruby..."
"Did you see those bubbles?"
"Fiasco!"
"Must of been a straight migration...they killed every living creature in their way...those are dead fish and crustaceans....."
"Where are they going?"
"....probably following the dolphins."
"Are dolphins mortal?"
"Some of them mate with those fish."
"......what about those other fish that jump a lot?"
"........I do not desire to be upside down anymore."
"What if you had to do it all the time?"
"Time?"
"....a rhyme with a ticker."
"....why would I do that?"
"You smell like fish."
"...Ruby threw me into the pile of chuck!"
"I did not! Wait I did."
"Why?"
"....there was an ugly thing with claws! It was about to snap his ass!"
"That's a fucking crab child."
"Is that it's technical name."
"Ha ha."
"Don't laugh!"
"I just said ha ha it was an expression."
"I threw him back into the water."
"You are a fisherman."
"....Chocolate Boy..........what if you were a bat?"
"We would play stick ball all the time!"
"No he meant those little people with wings."
"I would wear spectacles and laugh about cake."
"......just making sure."
"What?"
"That you know about him."
"Who is he?"
"We had to let him go."
"Where was he?"
"He slept by your feet."
"What was he doing there?"
"Comparing his feet with yours."
"What?"
"He was measuring you."
"Why?"
"To make sure you fit."
".....where did he go?"
"............"
"Will he come back?"
"We wanted him to see the world."
"What's his name?"
"I call him Wayne."
"Why?"
"The way is near."
"I am going to hang upside down."
"We all will."
"Ruby jumped into the water."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I did!"
"Okay but why not...earlier!"
"I just figured it out!"
"Why did he do that?"
".....to save the dolphins!"
"Now I got to jump in there."
"I'll stay here and watch the stuff."
"What stuff?"
"The fish guts..."
"....we use those for bait."
"....okay then it's worth something."
"....................I should be upset but that made sense."
Renalto is expecting me; I kicked a fish's ass.
"He's got your fist blows all up in his scales."
"He cut me!"
"Their fins are razor blades."
"It burns and it won't heal!"
"It's your left hand..."
"Yeah! It looks like somebody stabbed me with a knife."
"It basically did stab you with a fin knife."
"It's fucking heavy..."
"......you beat up a fish do you know that?"
"It was all looking at me and antagonizing me..."
"How?"
"It just has this look about it."
"The fishermen hate them."
"....Fiasco doesn't care for their catch."
"Their game fish for crabbers..."
"Crabs are weird."
"White people eat them."
"Why do they call them white?"
"I don't know."
"....."
"Those damn fish kill fishermen and make them eye patched legless pirates."
"......Fiasco doesn't eat them either."
"Neither do I."
"I want to eat this one."
"You dropped him in the sand."
"He was heavy!"
"....those are a bitch to cut!"
"How do they do it?"
"....the fancy cocoa hunters use lasers..."
"Wow."
"Go take it to them."
".......do we have something with wheels?"
"There's a red wagon with black rollers."
"Okay."
"....how did you do that Chocolate Boy?"
"I punched him a lot."
"Where?"
"The lagoon."
"...."
"He pissed me off."
"...."
"He made a face."
"..."
"Their eyes move."
".....yeah...."
"You sound tired."
"....you want to eat him huh?"
"....you want to eat him huh?"
"Yeah why else would I bring him here?"
".....he's all kinds of fucked up."
"....does he have a heart?"
"It's tiny..."
"Is it one?"
"Not really..."
"What is it?"
"Something that creates omega fatty acids..."
"What is that?"
"We call it omega because it is the end of mortals."
"....he scared me at first."
"They scare us all the time."
"How?"
"They rock the boat and leave dolphin fins inside our nets."
"They have some kind of weird lips."
"....we think one of them mated with a mortal person."
"They are people?"
"....I don't know Chocolate Boy."
"......"
"They eat them by banging them into rocks and breaking them down into pieces..."
"Do they eat the nice dolphins?"
"....they eat the ones who mate with mortals."
"Why do they screw animals?"
".........you can drink their blood."
".........you can drink their blood."
"The fish?"
"Yeah....it's good with lemon and basil....add some white wine for flavor...."
".....how do you know?"
".........Amethyst told us..."
".........Amethyst told us..."
"She doesn't eat fish."
"She drank it's blood!"
"How?"
"She kicked it's ass."
"Why?"
"It tipped Tusk's row boat over."
"What was he doing?"
"Trying to bring her some silk for a dress."
"What happened to the silk?"
"He kept it inside his hand outside the water."
"......"
"She jumped in there and punched it a lot."
".........she's in trouble."
"...you did it too....Amethyst."
"She looks like me."
"......"
"She does..."
"....."
"!"
"..............it is a hell of a resemblance."
"I want to look just like her."
"....she's very....she's a little...she's got a small...she's a petite."
"......I eat a lot of cane juice."
"That stuff stiffens around your guts."
"Why?"
"Energy."
"What happens if I don't use it?"
"Somebody use it against you..."
"How?"
"It inflates..."
"Why?"
"....chemical proportions."
"How do I get it to go away?"
"....I hope other people feel the same way you do about that fish."
".............."
"Come back later....we got to wait until Boo Boo gets here."
"He pushes the button?"
"It's an arm thing that moves..."
"What does it look like?"
"A metal skeleton."
"...................they don't have brains."
"It's a blue ball or something..."
"He said they eat blue amber."
"....yeah.....it's crack for them."
"What if I was one of the rocks?"
"....naw....you're already the veins of an underworld."
"....what am I?"
"....a vampire."
"...."
"They believe in it."
"Who?"
"Some people I dreamed about."
"What were they doing?"
"Watching movies and making stories..."
".......what were you doing?"
"Laying in a hospital."
"How come?"
"...I dreamt I fell through a fucking rain cloud into a green ball or something..."
"Do they know who you are?"
"That's the problem......they make a bunch of shit up..."
"They give you a fake life?"
"Yeah...part of a trick inside a machine."
"What do you do?"
"....I'm miserable...I lay there...I think about how...why...what the fuck...I hear a bloop...like a blooper sound...you know what I am saying?"
"Yeah...like that noise the ice puck makes when you bounce it the opposite way..."
"That's water..."
"Uh huh."
"It was mechanical or computer sounding..."
"Computer?"
"Something I heard about...you'll learn about it."
"Oh."
"Anyways they said I had a head hurt."
"Pretend like you got sick from it and can't remember anybody."
".....if I remember that..."
"I don't like news."
"....Chocolate Boy!"
"Yeah that's me."
"Make sure and tell people you are black."
"Why?"
"It pisses them off."
"Okay."
"Come back later tonight..."
"She's in trouble."
"...."
"I'm her huh?"
"....almost..."
"I want to be just like her."
"I know."
"She's my hero."
"I know."
"Nadia is mine."
".....what about Ruby?"
"...oh yeah he likes her a lot."
"He sure does."
"What about you?"
"I want a cat."
".......huh...."
"Come back."
"...?"
"Always come back."
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