Thursday, February 18, 2010

Hot Head





Andain - Egyptian curse of cat temper and feverish demeanor

Egyptian - cultivation of the desert

Egypt - digital apocalypse, destruction of computerized organisms, prophecy by hallucination for generations of woe, unconcern for mortality and mortal finality, real world, visual aptitude

"I have a headache.."

".......Sun I think all this thinking makes your head hurt."

"Yes Diesel."

"I dreamed you was working with some hurt peoples....."

"....that's everybody Diesel."

"Yeah but these people in particular are really sensitive."

"What were you doing?"

"Reading the Bible."

"What did it say?"

"Something about ravens feeding a starving guy."

"Ravens are notorious followers..."

"Who do they follow?"

"Mortals."

"?"

"That's what Braid said....she said they follow mortality wherever there is a trace of finality these birds flock for disgrace and delusional faith."

"....what if they feed you?"

"......then they want something other than faith."

"He's crying a lot."

"Who?"

"I call him Chip."

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing's right....especially with you and those people inside."

"Be more specific..."

"Something about your funeral. I'm laughing inside my cell talking to myself about people who just don't know what they don't know...."

"My funeral?"

"Yeah that ugly greasy cocaine dribbler thinks you're going to kill yourself cause he's so obnoxious and hideous. He tells people that."

".....wow.....what else?"

"She tells people it's cause she's so fucking retarded that it makes you want to die. And she says it's because she is so perverted and nasty....except that banker guy and the nursing fuck toy thinks you are going to be some kind of movie personality....the little weird kid is making you a stack of money he hides from everybody so you can invest in your motion picture....except they think you are going to die after the movie and everybody is going to be shocked but they won't or some stupid shit....who is that hairy guy drinking beer? That lady that runs away from him thinks you are some kind of ancient relic and those weird looking teenage people think you are some kind of stunt person who is going to have your own show but they think those people inside that house are going to kill you for money. I personally think all of them ain't going to last as long as this piece of gum I am chewing."

"......what else Die Die?"

"You are working with some bad ass motherfuckers."

"Okay..."

"Anyways.....you better not off yourself because you won't get to see what happens also everybody who meets number eighty-two cares about you."

"What's so special about eighty-two?"

"Eighty-two is this little crazy person with sharp teeth and bat wings."

".....hhhhmmm..."

"He starts making you out of electricity and frequency. You respond to his requests and personality. You got a lot in common. When you figure out how to be him then he's going to do what he's got to do..."

"Which is what?"

".....damn nobody really knows which one is feeling what..."

"Diesel what is going to happen to me?"

"....what are you doing inside the closet?"

"My damn forehead burns my god damn pinky."

".............how come they just don't come out in the open?"

"It's much more mental torture for the people who portray themselves as normal."

"Ooooh. She makes cakes a lot. They look like cones and bald people..."

"What does that guy look like again?"

"That guy you saw getting burned alive. He's got a comb over....it's ugly."

"She should use some icing to make a comb over on the bald cake and make his face all crazy looking then give it to the ravens."

"Sunny.....you're a genius."

"..................movie star?"

"Something about action scenes, heroes, martial arts, weapons, and beautiful people."

"Dude we already..."

"No they don't like those. They just do it cause it's currency and so nobody takes away their houses and food."

"....holy shit."

"So I was thinking...if you see Andain again will you tell him that I'm waiting for change."

"What if Andain scratches me again?"

"....no he won't do it twice. Besides that you won't be able to get it back without him."

"Get what back?"

"................a funeral! They don't know you at all. You tricked them damn mighty fuck Sun. They will figure that out eventually but the deed is done. They actually did it and you live it. You staged it and went along with it but you could of spread them out on a petri dish.........why didn't you? Why did you say okay to the whole fuck?"

"....I know why I have to. They will keep coming back. We don't want them in our world, any world, even if it seems as though they will live indefinitely they wish for their own destruction."

"I don't think it's destruction they want. I think they want to be something other than human."

"I wonder why they are..."

"It's because they are animals."

"Literally?"

"Yeah."

".....I won't wait for it."

"For what?"

"Exactly."

"It looks like they don't give it up but you know deep inside."

"Maybe not. Maybe it's just a thought. Maybe it's not really happening. I won't know until I see it or hear it. I won't know until something happens."

"That's why you got to keep going to see. You won't know until then."

"What do I eat?"

"You want to lose weight but you already lost so much that all the rest is like water hanging off inside skin and it's making you insane."

"Where did the weight come from?"

"Some jealous lady who thinks you made her a fat ass."

"........."

"She doesn't know that the damn box has got her soul inside of it. Mortal souls are electrical....she's going to get sucked into it.......and so are all of them.."

"Who?"

"The people she whored herself off to.......they got her electricity....they go where she goes indefinitely....she can't get away from them...the fact that she attempts to torture you is how stupid she is and what will become of her. The fact you lost all that already and pretty much look the same as you do now except you look smaller....god damn it...it's all loose....she just made herself even more stupid....if you lose that you will make her look like a fucking whale."

"Okay so I am going to be stuck inside a fucked up world with some fucked up lady?"

"Basically everything that she did to you she will get it back a thousand times a thousand....holy shit I just saw....that lady....shit Sun you're the only....fuck it man."

"She thinks she is safe outside of it?"

"She gets sucked into it and so do all her stupid friends."

"Hhhmmm....why does she want us in there?"

"She's jealous! You got a handsome wife, beautiful children, health, everything Sunny.....you got everything....you are everyone....you are all she is not and she is unworthy of life in general....all of them are....they will all suffer so much more than you and I could ever contemplate. She is not suitable for damnation. She cannot damn anyone. The fact is there is a Queen and she is not it. The fact is she is in another kingdom. The fact that you do not damn anyone but desire damnation makes you a fucking god damn motherfucking Queen of The Damned."

"Diesel why does she want to make people like her?"

"Sun she thinks you are inside her world but little does she know that the world we are inside of is bigger than her intelligence. She fucked herself completely. You don't hate her?"

"........I don't even know her."

"You forget her name a lot."

"They hate her though huh?"

"They blame her for being there."

"It was....from what I recall in my dream....I can see that."

"You want them out of there..........especially him."

"Who?"

"Blue Boy."

"Who is Blue Boy?"

"He robbed a bunch of banks and hid the money inside bat caves."

".....how does he get inside there?"

"..........................you sort of possess him...damn............he suffers your woe."

"Why does he do that?"

"He's a B.P.L.O."

"What is that?"

"....he doesn't have to recharge there but the beeping sound....you both hear it at the same time."

"Does he remember anything?"

"...........sort of...he dreams about being other people who think they are him. He tries to ignore it all....he just can't seem to come through....he misses you....he thinks of you as his own blood."

"Why?"

"......you got to find out about him Sun. If not I guess nobody will understand. I don't think he's alone....there must be some more trapped in there....you got to find all of them."

"I wish I could write this down."

"Then do it."

"Who's going to get it?"

"Cake, Chip, Page, Tomato, and Ozarka."

"Who are they?"

"......you."

"Do they know?"

"....they think they're crazy."

"I will too."

"Sunny you got to find her."

"Who?"

"..........she walks a lot looking for somebody..."

"God damn it this shit is too vague."

"That's really her though...."

".......................what about Ruby?"

"He loves you evermore and wishes nevermore to part or be separated."

"Me too."

"I bid death to all mortals. Quickly and as they torture....all of them......to each their death."

"........we won't have to touch them."

"Funeral! A fucking funeral for you. Even if you did die you would come back again."

"Yeah happened a bunch before."

"Ppppsshhaw! They don't know in digifuckhood you just come back up."

"What?"

"Nothing...nothing. Watch your hands when you do that....they're all freaking out."


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