Vaguely Proceed

Unwanted dreams/mental rape, acute cerebral murder; killers on the loose. I hang onto unknown possibility, memories wonder remembrance of me. Lost voices echo beyond sense.

"Penniless...."

Woe a torrid unforgivable former self.

"She sold you to the woman seeking her own pleasure; now she desires compromise...."

Silence penetrates the skull. I keep my mouth shut for the sepulcher of a mad man's plea bargain; I fill with doubt. I understand we may not find each other outside previous clairvoyance, outside presumption. Ago is long; now is too short. I spin around a state of misunderstanding. I am tiring dissatisfaction veering volatile vacillation. I sleepwalk verses, chosen choosiness, contemplation, cunning compassion; I stand aback. Chess wittiness fucks the board; the opponent plays for keeps.

"I will remember your hair...."

"I will remember your girl things....."

"I will remember your eyes......"

"I will remember.........."

Pieces of me vaguely proceed.